SOMEONE CARES, I PROMISE

PREAMBLE

There are always points in our lives where we feel isolated, as if no one cares about us or loves us.  But in the following journal entry of mine that I have transposed into type for my readers, I hope that people challenge their way of thinking.  We all need timely reminders that people do care about us, as much as we do they.

The next time you feel isolated, or are in a dark place, remember these words.  And please reach out to someone.

 

SOMEONE CARES, I PROMISE

You say they don’t care, but how do you know?  How do you know what feelings someone is hiding? How do you know what they’re holding inside? They could be too scared to tell you, or be in circumstances that don’t allow them to express how they feel. They could be breaking inside from having to pretend that they don’t care.

There could be a thousand thoughts and factors that keep someone from being able to express their feelings towards you, be it time, circumstance, their mental health, or otherwise, and it could be wrenching a knife in their gut because they can’t cross that wall. And so it hurts, for both you and them. They may love you infinitely more than their circumstances allow them to express. They could be hurting just as much as you are, simply because they’re not able to tell you.

And even if you think someone doesn’t care, and it ends up being the truth, be glad that you know where you stand. Because once you know, you’ll be able to move on to someone who values you. It’s not worth hurting over someone who can’t give you the room in their heart that you wish for. A forced love would feel too fake, and is not what you seek in the first place.

Let one door close, so that the right one may open. Keep your heart open, and the universe will let the right people to let into your life.

Somebody cares. I promise.

 

YOU DON’T KNOW TRUE LONELINESS

“I face a level of isolation that would make the layperson stop complaining about feeling lonely.  My work requires me to cut ties with any relationships I’ve had up until when I joined the Halo, not only to protect the agency, but also to keep any connections I had safe.  The layperson doesn’t know the true meaning of ‘alone’.  What people tend to call ‘loneliness’ is a joke to me.”

– Agent Yiuna, ANGEL IN BONDAGE

I’ve written a previous post that compares what people typically call “loneliness” to an example of true solitude.  What most people call “alone” is laughable to undercover agents who must maintain distance in their relationships.   You can read Yiuna’s first-person vantage here.  I think it would definitely help some people wake up and realize the blessings they ignore in the face of their own ego.

 

AT YOUR SERVICE.

I love you

More than our circumstances

Will ever allow me to express.

             AGENT ROSE

Many people will constantly chase new love and attention and are unconsciously never satisfied, which makes them overlook their current relationships with friends and family that they may not have connected with for some time.  The large majority of people have at least one or two people they can talk to, but always want more, or ignore what they currently have.  Such behavior is egoic.  You’ll always have enough.  Even if it’s just being enough for yourself, as Yiuna explains here.

 

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